Author: S. Alim Reza

  • “Modern Western Civilization”

    Snapshot of Another Time

    “Modern Western Civilization”

    Lighting candles in the bedroom, reading The Idiot’s Guide to Lost Civilizations

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    Enrolled in courses a grade ahead, dreaming of university

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    Shopping for fountain pens, mapping out second-hand stores in “exotic” downtown

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    Having crushes on impossible girls

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    Traveling on buses (or dreaming of it) to school and libraries to get out of the house. Listening to trip-hop and jazz. Reading about ancient and lost societies. Alone, amidst people.

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    Loneliness

    [[How a person views the world is how they feel about themselves]]

  • How a person views the world is how they feel about themselves

    How a person views the world is how they feel about themselves. That is our gift and curse, to delude ourselves into thinking and believing whatever we choose, should we choose to. It is a power we have that most don’t even realize. If you feel the world is dark and hostile, that’s all you will see and feel from it. If you believe the world is beautiful and full of wonder, your experience will reflect those aspects of life. It’s all in our attitude toward the world surrounding us, mirroring how we value and appreciate our selves.

    A PLACE CALLED ARMAGEDDON

  • A PLACE CALLED ARMAGEDDON

    A PLACE CALLED ARMAGEDDON

    The world as we know it is the crossroads for the spirit realm, a sandbox to air out dirty laundry and bad blood. I see world affairs as having a spiritual significance in that events are motivated from beyond this world, a proxy war of the heavens. It is a clash of wills that requires physical manifestation, and we are it.

    Man of Violence

  • Man of Violence

    [[high-on-death/scenes/Jesus, as Christ]]

  • Materialistic Reveler

    I want to be enlightened; I do. But I just can’t get over the feeling of getting some nice new thing_, and knowing that it’s_ mine. I know it’s some Freudian ego crap, but I love my stuff. There, I said it. I have tried gluttony, I have attempted austerity, and let me tell you, austerity sucks. Maybe it helps the soul overcome its bondage to this life, but fuck it, I like this life, the world and all the beauty in it.

    [[How Xander and Nick lose each other]]

  • THEY

    THEY

    Hooded undead spirits cloaked in shadow, silence and secrecy – the depths of the human soul.

  • UNLEASH

    [[The War in Heaven]]

    [[Monsters Among Us]]

    [[ARMAGEDDON]]

    [[Hell On Earth…]]

    For all the Soul Vampires I’ve met. You know who you are…

  • Meeting the Midnight Mystery Man

    “We were in our residence room one night, fast asleep, when we received a visitor knocking at our door. We’d often smoke until falling asleep stoned, so for the first few knocks, neither of us stirred. Given the nocturnal life of a university dormitory, we didn’t think too much of a three a.m. caller. Still, as the knocking persisted and increased in intensity, Nick got up slowly in a daze with a “what the hell” and answered the door. When the man asked frantically to come in, we were surprised but allowed him in because he said he had once lived in that same room. He wasn’t the first to make this claim; the building was ancient, so it wasn’t too hard to believe. How he got into the building remains a mystery, but at the time, we were more enthralled with his paranoid jitters and delusions of persecution. He had on a small knapsack and carried in his hands a midnight blue ceramic urn. His story was hard to believe due to his strange behaviour, but we could suspend our disbelief in light of the circumstances. He said he needed to hide his stuff somewhere; this place was all he had left. We said naively that we’d be happy to help. He put the bag and the urn down on an empty shelf under the windows, thanked us and, as abruptly as he’d entered, left. He was found stabbed, strangled and thrown from a bridge the next morning about a kilometre from campus. It gnawed at us, having these things staring us in the face, beckoning to be opened, but we fought out of respect for our mysterious visitor. We didn’t hear about his demise until about three days later, at which point our curiosity transmuted into a morbid fascination restrained by fear of what could be in that urn and bag.”