Author: S. Alim Reza

  • What Drunk People Have Said About Nick

    -Into some next-level shit

    -a gentle spirit

    [[The Supernatural – Hans Holzer]]

  • Nick’s Process – it starts with a HINT

    Nick’s Process – it starts with a HINT

    Nick’s Process: it starts with a HINT (be it internal or external) or suggestion as a starting point, RESEARCH on subjects (active pursuit of knowledge, never-ending, sometimes creating more questions than answers – most often) in question to fill in potentially lethal gaps, this inspires thought & meditation, EXPLORATION of the physical area in question (buildings, crime scenes) to receive a material-based energy reading using psychometry, taking notes of all sensations and mental images for future review, and to restart the whole process, see above. “Thoughts are related by similarity, not continuity of time and space. This is why they often appear distorted when we dream, and most people are either frightened out, or the conscious mind won’t remember them, period.”

    NICK’S LOVES

  • NICK’S LOVES

    NICK’S LOVES: Samantha (conscious dysfunction), deceptive spirit, Priestess

    Nick encourages Sam to undergo hypnotherapy to uncover the cause of night terrors. Sam has terrible dreams and nightmares that he shares with her by proximity – recurring symbols of something deeper unknown. Speaks in a foreign language (tongues? A foreign affair? Past lives?)

    CHRISTIAN CRUCIFIX = INCOMPLETE SEPHIROTH

  • CHRISTIAN CRUCIFIX = INCOMPLETE SEPHIROTH

    (see Medici coat of arms, Crusades? Pope makers?) [[Savoy]] [[Medici]]

    purpose is not to see beyond but to comprehend within

    [[Memory Mystery]]

  • purpose is not to see beyond but to comprehend within

    purpose is not to see beyond but to comprehend within

    In my dreams, it’s always the same. It’s always dark, even in daylight, and no matter how real a scenario feels, I somehow know that beyond the horizon is nothing—not a wall or a boundary but nothing, like a six-dimensional cube room in which all doors lead back into itself.

    [[Memory Mystery]]: non-directional like low-frequency sound wafted into mind like incense in a cool breeze.

    “You don’t know who I am or where I’m from. Quite possibly, neither do I. But I do know why I’m here…”

    Dreams of Darkness

  • Dreams of Darkness

    Dreams of Darkness

    Dreams of darkness, a perpetual night
    Eradicating myst’ry of fearful fright
    Mausoleum-fresh ardour, humid and stale
    A gas lamp glow, haunting sickly and pale
    An electric buzz, vibrations improperly silent
    The fabric of time stain’d, unsolved and violent
    Mossy putrid undersmell of fauna, a cemetery lawn
    The reversal of night as she bequeaths the dawn

    [[An act of Corporate Espionage]]

  • Unfinished poems

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    She stared at me with aquiline eyes

    Though I’m not quite sure

    Exactly what those look like

    A charmed acquaintance

    My privilege to know you

    My pleasure to tell you

    Longing for forever

    I cannot live my life anymore

    For just one person, myself

    Fascinate me

    With a power

    So completely

    Benevolent

    To obsess me

    One Day

    A sequence of equations

    Executed perfectly

    In my favour.

    The death of one,

    The birth of another

    Morning espresso with ice cream

    Self-serve gourmet

    To start the day

    With Edge

    A pot half-full

    The brown-sugared oatmeal

    Left behind from breakfast

    The Zen of Housework

    Reclusive within myself

    [[Arcane/monologue/I am a slob|I am a slob]]

  • I’ve been put here as a keen observer of the human experience

    I’ve been put here as a keen observer of the human experience

    “I’ve been put here as a keen observer of the human experience, and I use the term “keen” very loosely. Keener than most, less so than some. Like Newton or Einstein, I’m just trying to blow the lid off the box, but I must admit that the line between genius and madness is fine indeed.”

    Angels, demons, spirits, ghosts, superstition, legends, mythology, magic rituals, secret societies, and evil cabals.

    Titans – the fallen spirits that have, throughout history, rebelled against ignorance to illuminate our state of existence – philosophers, scientists, poets, mystics, magicians, prophets, revolutionaries

    [[Unfinished poems]]

  • I am a man

    I am a man

    I walk willingly to my death

    But I will fight

    To preserve my life

    [[Arcane/arcane_poetry_2/Arcane Poetry Vol 2/The foyer to the unconscious|The foyer to the unconscious]]

    [[The takeover has already occurred.]]