Nick’s Process: it starts with a HINT (be it internal or external) or suggestion as a starting point, RESEARCH on subjects (active pursuit of knowledge, never-ending, sometimes creating more questions than answers – most often) in question to fill in potentially lethal gaps, this inspires thought & meditation, EXPLORATION of the physical area in question (buildings, crime scenes) to receive a material-based energy reading using psychometry, taking notes of all sensations and mental images for future review, and to restart the whole process, see above. “Thoughts are related by similarity, not continuity of time and space. This is why they often appear distorted when we dream, and most people are either frightened out, or the conscious mind won’t remember them, period.”
Category: Scenes
NICK’S LOVES
NICK’S LOVES: Samantha (conscious dysfunction), deceptive spirit, Priestess
Nick encourages Sam to undergo hypnotherapy to uncover the cause of night terrors. Sam has terrible dreams and nightmares that he shares with her by proximity – recurring symbols of something deeper unknown. Speaks in a foreign language (tongues? A foreign affair? Past lives?)
purpose is not to see beyond but to comprehend within
In my dreams, it’s always the same. It’s always dark, even in daylight, and no matter how real a scenario feels, I somehow know that beyond the horizon is nothing—not a wall or a boundary but nothing, like a six-dimensional cube room in which all doors lead back into itself.
[[Memory Mystery]]: non-directional like low-frequency sound wafted into mind like incense in a cool breeze.
“You don’t know who I am or where I’m from. Quite possibly, neither do I. But I do know why I’m here…”
I’ve been put here as a keen observer of the human experience
“I’ve been put here as a keen observer of the human experience, and I use the term “keen” very loosely. Keener than most, less so than some. Like Newton or Einstein, I’m just trying to blow the lid off the box, but I must admit that the line between genius and madness is fine indeed.”
Angels, demons, spirits, ghosts, superstition, legends, mythology, magic rituals, secret societies, and evil cabals.
Titans – the fallen spirits that have, throughout history, rebelled against ignorance to illuminate our state of existence – philosophers, scientists, poets, mystics, magicians, prophets, revolutionaries
[[Unfinished poems]]
WORLD CREATORS
I know what’s going on in the world, and I know why. I’m not entirely sure I’m against it, either.
I guess it boils down to the methods used.
I disagree with this “greater good” business. Doing evil for the sake of good is counterintuitive, even if it is to advance our evolution.
[[Arcane/gargoyle/2050/Story Idea – Post Alien-Revelation World|Story Idea – Post Alien-Revelation World]]
Behind an angel of light stands a woman
Life as a human is an enviable and pleasurable experience that some want, and others want to end. As above, so below. Below, there is a war and struggle amidst opposite forces that is a mirror image of above, where gods come to play sandbox.
[[Story Idea – The First to Awaken]]
WHO’S REALLY IN CHARGE?
Immortals, probably. Creatures that feed off human energy and fear – both chronic and acute.
“There are an astronomically large number of planets that are inhabited…”
“Gasp.”
“Oh, don’t gasp yet. That’s not even the interesting part yet. You should have already assumed THAT much to be true. But what is more interesting is that their politics are disturbingly similar, parallel to those on Earth. As above, so below, it seems. I should say, rather, those below reflect those above.”
Maybe there is no point, and maybe that is the point: Life is to be lived, not thought too much about.
[[Arcane/gargoyle/case-files/Search for Idealism|Search for Idealism]]
“Modern Western Civilization”
Snapshot of Another Time
“Modern Western Civilization”
Lighting candles in the bedroom, reading The Idiot’s Guide to Lost Civilizations
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Enrolled in courses a grade ahead, dreaming of university
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Shopping for fountain pens, mapping out second-hand stores in “exotic” downtown
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Having crushes on impossible girls
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Traveling on buses (or dreaming of it) to school and libraries to get out of the house. Listening to trip-hop and jazz. Reading about ancient and lost societies. Alone, amidst people.
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Loneliness
[[How a person views the world is how they feel about themselves]]
How a person views the world is how they feel about themselves
How a person views the world is how they feel about themselves. That is our gift and curse, to delude ourselves into thinking and believing whatever we choose, should we choose to. It is a power we have that most don’t even realize. If you feel the world is dark and hostile, that’s all you will see and feel from it. If you believe the world is beautiful and full of wonder, your experience will reflect those aspects of life. It’s all in our attitude toward the world surrounding us, mirroring how we value and appreciate our selves.
Man of Violence
[[high-on-death/scenes/Jesus, as Christ]]
